So, I'm sitting here the other day, thinking why the crap doesn't anyone on here write anything for me to read? And I realize durr...you don't write anything either, knob. So I'm writing. Or typing. Or shut your face and just read.
Right now I'm trying to make a decision. I have three options. They are as follows:
1) Keep doin' what I'm doin' and work while I'm going to school next semester...
2) Quit work (or at least go part-time) so I can focus on school without that extra stress...
OR
3) Work all next semester and not worry about school until I get back from my possible deployment...
They all have they're ups and downs...
1 would be the best option financially, but would stress me the freak out and I don't know if I can mentally handle that anymore.
2 is the one I want to do the most because I really want to go to school and I'll still make money going, but I don't know if it will be enough without my job on top of it.
3 would let me just work (and maybe get a part-time job somewhere else, too) so I can just live in stasis and get ready for the deployment.
Ok, so in actuality, I really don't want 3 to happen. But at the same time, I do. But really, I want 2 to happen. Becuase I want to not work anyway. If we can swing it so that it'll work out financially, that's what I want to do.
ON TO OTHER THINGS
How was Thanksgiving? Mine was pretty dang good. I got to see my family (minus one step-brother) and give my little sister hugs and make her feel better 'cause she misses her husband (doof went and joined the Marines...), while at the same time worrying that I might snap her in two. She's tiny.
Having a break from school is nice too. Sure, I had one last month (mental issues followed by swine-flu [yes, I know I said it was fake and stupid and I still believe the media hype is...getting sick sucks, but it was no worse than any other flu I've gotten, so nyah!] contributed to that one) but this one is actually sanctioned by the school.
The only crappy thing is how short the holiday itself was. I had it off work, but still came in today without feeling like I missed a day at all. Lame.
So, let me hear some thoughts on my choices. I like to get other peoples' opinions, even if I don't take them into account :)
That is all.
